2009年10月14日 星期三

hush, hush.

I just weighed myself on the brand newww electronic scale. I love it. I didn't eat since I woke up, which was four hours ago, and I got 48.8 kg, which is 107.5 lbs. I don't know if I should be happy or not, since I did well.. not eat, but now I'm scared to eat (my mom's taking me out to eat today) in case it goes back up again. I hope not, seriously..

So. I just came back from eating. It was a buffet kind of place? >.<. Instead of the steak that I would've got (it was a steak restaurant, with an all you can eat salad bar), I got grilled chicken. I cut two thirds of it for my mom, in exchange for a quarter of steak. Deal! I peeled the skin off, because.. just, ew. There was a sunny side up and noodles along with the chicken. Ate like, half of the noodles with the sunny side up. Then, for the salad bars... oh joy. Had two small bowls of salad with thousand island dressing (meh, meh, meh. hush.), and another bowl of alfalfa sprouts and onions with A1 sauce (17 calories... say hi to my new dressing). Which would seem fine, right? I just had to pig out. There were small rectangles of toast, so I ate three small rectangles of it. With the sauce. One strawberry, one custard, one garlic. Gah, gah, gah! And I had bowl after bowl (four, in total) of popcorn and ice cream. I'm going to calculate today's calories, the whole meal, into 1500 cal. Which is already nice to my sanity...

Thank god I took six kelp pills. Someone told me they were placebos. Any confirmations on this?

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  1. ahhhhhh i love taylor too! i saw the preview yesterday and swear i almost hyperventilated from excitement. his shoulder muscles are, beautiful. i cant wait! youre doing so good dear! keep up the good work, you should be happy with your weight this morning, its teeny! keep going you can do it :)

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